Archery and Manga

Ok... To be honest, both weren't that bad but still, I would really rather have free time. Haiz...

There was some kind of new male instructor today who was quite friendly and bothered to even find out our names although he kept calling Chanel or one of us Clara!!! All of us stood in the same position. :P We were also lucky because we were having a pretty hard time pulling the freaking arrows out of the board and the instructor was nice enough to assist us. The two boys next to us were kind of desperately trying to pluck it out and I was kinda laughing, hope it's ok... :D

Was sooooo glad I wasn't "manhandled" again today by the other instructor. Ew.... Know I'm using the word wrongly but I don't care. Yesterday, the other male instructor kinda "helped" me by holding my hands or whatever. I know he's just doing it cos that's what he does to the others also. But, I still felt so weird and was like thinking, "Freak, let me go!!! I can't aim properly if you're holding me." In the end, I just let the arrow fly out asap so he would let me go for goodness sake. I know I'm thinking too much but I still found it sick...

Chanel says it's not very demanding of me to want an apology so I said I'm going to wait for one. Lol... I don't think I will expect one soon anyway, though I still hope so.

Manga was rather ok... Drew the expression and was kinda upset cos there were no sad expressions. :P Me and Chanel were rather pissed off at Mr Soh cos he kept like asking Wei Yang or Wei Jie stuff and I think he knows way too much. Please, why does he even want to know for damn sake?! It's our own business.

Anyway, I think the boys can't keep their lips sealed and told Mr Soh about everything. Damn them! Not sure if I should feel happy or upset about something but I think Mr Soh might think differently of me from now on. Ha! Lol... :)

Actually things wouldn't have come to like this if Mr Soh hadn't know he liked someone. It's not really our business to be honest and I think we are letting it affect us too much but for goodness sake, it's none of our business! But I don't care much because what's done cannot be undone and also, I want to be behind my friends as much as I can. I think quite a few are drifting somewhere further from me.

Haiz... Some tell me I have alot of friends and I agree, but I still feel empty. What I need is actually a friend who I can tell all my troubles to and they will actually keep them secret, and they will comfort me the appropriate way and give me advice instead of offering suggestions that just make me even more sad and more awful. I need someone who will understand me, not let me down, root for me till the end... Haiz... I wish someone actually really could put themselves in my shoes and understand me for once, console me other than saying they really don't know what to say because that only makes me feel worse and wonder why I had even told them in the first place.

Thinking about Kevin's party again. It's so damn HILARIOUS that Wei Yang wore a tight black shirt and jeans. Totally the Joe Jonas getup! Lol. Told Andrea and she was rather angry. :P Stupid asshole wore a Carlsburg shirt and I was like saying, "Who drinks beer?" I know he wore it because it was Adidas or whatever but still, ugh. He changed his shirt after that anyway.

Saw Joshua and me and Tammy were like wondering, "Is that Joshua?" "Is it?" "Looks rather like, but not sure." Then we were craning our necks to see him and were wishing he would just turn his head around. Lol. :D

Nothing to say anymore so, till next time! :)