Are we partying?

Ok....... Maybe his party didn't turn out as fun as I thought it would be, but it wasn't that bad either, I would say.

Arrived with Wendy, Chanel and Yuan Ting expecting to have the time of our lives and I really thought the party would be the biggest bash of the year but then... it wasn't that brilliant...

Ok... Maybe it's our fault a little 'cos we never bother to cooperate at first but when we wanted to, they just didn't care anymore. Haiz. We would definitely have a better time if everyone just worked together in the first place...

Well, at least his cousin was rather nice and polite and all, he offered us stuff and didn't scold us when we made a lotta noise. :P

Feeling rather guilty 'cos we actually really made quite a lot of noise and got scolded but I still feel bad. And then even though I didn't touch the chocolates still feel guilty 'cos it must have been something rather precious to him since he got so damn worked up. At least he says it's ok after I apologised. Lol. :)

Felt weird when I saw them together. My first thought was that I really felt **** and wanted to ***, but I quickly ran away with the others before my emotions got the better of me... Also felt disgusted in a way, my ***** feels *****. Haiz...

At least we got to have some fun eating and playing Blind Mice and Ice and Water and stuff. And then we went out to E-hub or somewhere and got a big packet of potato chips and practically stuffed ourselves. We must have looked like gluttons to the others! :P

The cake was not bad but a little too sweet...

Stupid guys blocked our way to the kitchen to dispose the paper plate. Kinda glared at them and stalked in anyway. When we were leaving, I crossed the guy and told him he was disgusting. Think he said ha or something but I don't really care what he thinks of me.

Fooled around with the others. We were thinking of ways to "curse" him and then we did the whateva major loser thing from Camp Rock but instead of making a "L" at the loser word, we pointed our middle fingers instead. LOL. :P

Haiz, school was not so fun. Had archery and manga and spent Chinese class talking to Chanel. Actually, nobody said it would be easy but then again, nobody said it would be so hard either... Having a hard time with everything. Sunk into depression already. Mind a complete and utter mess, ***** ******* like siao, and just feel like ******. It's just too damn hard.

Wishing someone would apologise in person but perhaps that would be too demanding? Haiz, even if that person did, it wouldn't changed the fact that I'm **** and also, the ****** is already done... But at least I would know that person is sincere about apologising, and that would make it way better although I still wouldn't forgive the person. At least it would help to ease the ****.

And another funny thing is during the barbecue, I finished my drink and as usual, I was feeling pretty pissed off at the guy, so kinda pretended to aim the drink at him and throw. And was kinda shocked when he turned around and saw me doing that. Freak! Does he have a third eye at the back of his head?! Me and Tammy totally laughed and laughed. LOL.

Feeling emo le. Haiz... Wished I could like, vaporise.