Secondary School Fair

Today have the secondary school fair... Haiz...

As predicted, it was soooooooo damn boring and soooooooooo damn long. The recess was supposed to be like, an hour so we could visit the booths or whatever but in the end, the people talk and talk so much that it was reduced to half or hour or something. Pissed off..... We listen and then our butts hurt and then we get scolded. Damn....

Was quite interested in some the programmes offered by several schools but then the schools not very good so I don't think I want to go there although the offers are very tempting. Haiz... How come all the good schools don't have so many fun activities and cool facilities and then all the students want to go there anyway?! I guess that's just the way it's supposed to be.

Was bummed beacause the whole thing ended only at like 12.25 or whatever and then the period is SS so that means no free time and then the prefects had to leave to help the teacher or something and was so bored sitting by myself and "reading". I think I just realised all my close friends are ALL prefects...

The Xinmin principal or someone said that the SengKang Primary pupils were better than us and I was so mad because after all, we are the host, right? Some more, they were like, walking around. At least we were sitting.

Received an apology from someone today. I thought that would solve everything at first, but I just felt even more hurt when I heard the words. The damage is too big and absolutely cannot be undone. So I have to express my regret that I couldn't really absorb the apology and I still feel upset. You don't have to try anymore, I know you're sincerely sorry, but I just can't forgive you for what you did.

I guess I will be depressed for the rest of the year and I feel so angry about the grad party thing. If they don't want to teach us, don't want us to be part, want to be the BIG STARS, then FINE. I don't want to learn. Let them do our class proud or whatever like they always do.

Please don't upset me even further. I'm already VERY DEPRESSED.